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So. The first issue of
this zine was an account of the first “leg” of filming the
documentary “From the Back of the Room: 20 Years of Women in
Punk”. I left off around the time we got back from the
Midwest. A lot, and I mean a LOT has gone on since then.
In an effort
to continue the zine, I’m going to try and write more
generally about the places I go and people I meet. Traveling
for the film has been fun, but it’s finite by nature, and I’d
like to keep writing once I’m done shooting it. But, for the
time being, I guess I should start off with some kind of an
introductory note about the film itself, feel free to skip if
you’re “in the know”.
I’ve been
working on this film since August of 2006. There’s one other
person (BK) who’s helped raise money, and set up a handful of
the interviews, so we’re co-producing. However, all of the
filming and editing has/will be done by me. Most of the funds
for the film have been raised by doing benefit shows. We
managed to avoid having to buy a camera, because I work at a
nonprofit TV station, and I borrow their gear when they’re not
looking. I shoot on a Panasonic DVX 100 and the editing will
be done on Final Cut Pro.
What follows
is an account of my “adventures” – including the second “leg”
of the film – picking up in May of 2007 (the last issue left
off in April…).
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May 11th and 12th 2007: Rochester New York: "Smash Your Face
With a Skateboard Fest"
It
seemed like an obvious choice for me to go to this in order to
interview Barb from I Object, and get some other footage as
well. I managed to catch a ride up with Sick Fix, and we drove
to hilly upstate New York. I remember there being crazy
morning mist, and when we got to the venue it was around noon.
The fest was in this weird lodge-like building that was in
some kind of national park or something. I've been to a
handful of shows in similar circumstances and I'm always
surprised no one gets hassled by the park police. I
interviewed Barb on day two - and shot footage of both Sick
Fix and I Object. I was stoked that the lighting in the
"lodge" was so good - the footage looks sharp, and usually
doesn't when it comes from dim show spaces.
Barb and I walked a ways from the show space and sat on the
edge of the woods in the grass for the interview. She talked
about straight edge and going on I Object's extensive tours.
In the middle of the interview we were interrupted by about
ten kids bombing this huge hill behind us on their skateboards
- I kind of wish I had filmed it but it was pretty sweet to
watch.
I don't remember a hell of a lot more about Rochester, except
that the kids we stayed with took us to a badass late night
veggie hot dog place.

I OBJECT AT SMASH YOUR FACE WITH A SKATEBOARD FEST
June 14-16: New York City
Left for New York City on a
Thursday evening. A kid from a band who will remain nameless
told me that I and the people I was traveling with (there were
three of us - myself, BK, and Beck) could stay at his place,
so we figured we were set. We got to Brooklyn at around
midnight, and we were exhausted - and trying to get a good
night's sleep, as our interview with Kathleen Hanna was
scheduled for the following morning. Ne edless to say, we
weren't trying to party, although that didn't stop our host
from repeatedly offering us bong hits and planning a trip to
Coney Island the next day, which all three of us tried to
gracefully decline.
The kid's house was the super's apartment in this old
building. It was around the back and through an open-air
hallway-of-sorts - and then down a stairwell. It was the most
discombobulating apartment I've ever been in - the floors were
all uneven as shit and it was really cramped. I was definitely
glad for the place to stay, but it's a bummer that (I'm sure)
the three kids who live there pay an arm and a leg to live in
such a weird overcrowded cubbyhole. The living room was just
big enough for a futon and two other chairs - BK and Beck took
the futon, and I pushed the chairs together and curled up.
This worked okay, but I definitely woke up about 35 times in
the night. It was hot too.
The
next morning, we drove from the apartment to Manhattan. I.
Hate. Driving. In. Manhattan. I. Hate. Parking. In. Manhattan.
This is what they're talking about when they tell you it's not
worth it to own a car in New York City. We were meeting
Kathleen in Greenwich Village, and we walked around and had
some Chinese food before heading to the crossroads she had
given us as our meeting spot. We ran into her about half a
block away - I guess she recognized us because it's not easy
to miss a couple of bleary-eyed kids setting up a video
camera. She was walking some kind of big dog and I remember
spotting what I think was her engagement ring - which was
pink. Someone I dated once told me that they wanted to get a
pink topaz ring instead of a diamond for their engagement
ring. Apparently diamonds are said to be a stone that
signifies control, and topaz is the stone of friendship. I
didn't want to be a creep, so I didn't ask her about it - and
I also held back the fact that I have the same birthday as her
husband. I think that definitely would have spooked her.

KATHLEEN HANNA IS CUTE AND DRINKS OUT OF JARS
Meeting Kathleen was great, and the interview was really
interesting. She talked about her history and the communities
she's been involved with. She also discussed the differences
between Bikini Kill and Le Tigre - a question we tried to
phrase as delicately a s possible. I was really looking
forward to hearing what she had to say about her transition
musically - and she talked a lot about being angry and
confrontational versus preaching to the choir. I definitely
think both things are valuable, and I think I understand
better now why Le Tigre is so different from Bikini Kill.
After her interview, our three person trip became two - as BK
had to catch a bus back down to DC to work. Beck and I got the
hell out of Manhattan as soon as possible, and headed back to
Brooklyn to meet up with a friend of a friend, named
Sweet-tooth, who said we could stay at his place that night.
Sweet-tooth lived on the top floor of a walk-up row house -
but everyone on the other floors were mid-20's scene-types and
the whole building kind of came off like a giant communal
space, even though it was divided into apartments. The front
door was unlocked, and the lady at the bodega next door (who
apparently keeps a spare key) told us we should just go in. I
was still exhausted from the night before, so I crapped out on
a couch on the second floor, and spooned a big furry dog I
found napping there. Sweet-tooth came hom e a little while
later, and sent Beck to tell me I'd been hanging out in an
apartment that wasn't his - so I went upstairs to his third
floor living room and did some sewing while we shot the shit
and he made us some coffee.
As afternoon slid into evening a
girl (who’s name I wish I could remember) who was traveling
and staying at the apartment came in, and everyone started
talking about going out to some show that was happening
nearby. The girl was from Montréal, and we chatted a bit
about how segregated the scene is there. From what she was
telling me there’s actually a pretty big divide there between
the French kids and the non-French kids. People don’t/won’t
cross-book shows and stuff like that. I’ve been to Montréal
and loved it – but I definitely noticed a strange vibe coming
from the French people there – they would be irritated and
abrupt with you if you didn’t speak their language. I just
never thought about it reflecting in the scene there – just
another way it’s a microcosm I guess.
An hour or so later the four of
us walked to the party, which was also in Brooklyn, at a
warehouse space. It kind of reminded me of the Copy Cat in
Baltimore, but with better rooftop access. The show was in
someone’s apartment, and there was some kind of a dance party
kegger going on one floor above it, that people snuck into and
stole beer from all night (see the resemblance to the Copy
Cat?). We spent most of the night on the roof talking and
drinking cheap wine. Shit was nice.

SWEET ROOFTOP VIEW IN
BROOKLYIN

SWEET TOOTH AND OUR FRIEND
FROM MONTREAL
Crashing on Sweet-tooth’s couches
left us feeling a lot better the next morning, and we went to
go meet Cristy in Williamsburg, the notoriously
skinny-tie-hipster area of town. There was a little area on
the sidewalk there (next to the coffee shop, big surprise)
where some people had set up (no lie) a photo shoot for dogs.
So, as if Williamsbug wasn’t ridiculous enough without it –
there were hordes of hipsters with tiny dogs EVERYWHERE.
Don’t get me wrong, some of the more normal-looking dogs were
cute, but a lot of them were just weird looking furry toys.
Once Cristy showed up we got the
hell out of there and walked down to a nearby park to do the
interview. She stopped on the way and bought a beer, and I
found a shady spot to set up the camera. It’s weird that
Cristy is the same age as me – I always think of her as this
older, savvy woman for some reason. Maybe it’s because I’m
attracted to her in an
I’m-not-worthy-of-this-person-but-damn-they’re-hot kind of
way.
The
interview went really well – she had some really interesting
things to say about beauty standards in the punk scene, and
talked about her experience growing up between the punk and
queer communities. Growing up and struggling as a punk, and
as a feminist, there are lots of things that you find out
you’re supposed to hate – like shaving your
legs or wearing makeup – and things you find out you’re
supposed to do – like be comfortable with your
body, because dammit, you’re a punk (and not just some norm
who’s affected by society). The truth of the matter is that
sometimes, while understanding the full cultural
implications of their actions, women who are feminists
LIKE to shave their legs or read fashion
magazines. Empowered women make choices. Also, we’re all
raised in a fucked-up society, and even though we try to
escape it, we’re still affected by things like body image
issues, and that’s okay to acknowledge. Ignoring that is
not going to make it go away. These issues have been
floating around in my head for a while now, and talking to
Cristy about it was comforting – I was glad she seemed to
agree with me. She definitely summed it up when she
mentioned drag queens, and their influence on her attitude
towards makeup; “Sometimes, I just need to be fucking
fabulous”.

CRISTY BROWN BAGGIN IN THE
PARK
JULY
28th: Baltimore in DC:
Okay I know this
zine is called “Escape from DC”, but (like I said earlier) it
originally began so I could chronicle the interviews I’ve done
for From the Back of the Room. So, even though the following
is an account of something that took place in DC, it was for
the film, so it counts, dammit.
Michelle from
Sick Fix’s interview was really easy to set up – because she
hangs around at my old house a lot, and sings in a band with
two of my old roommates. So, on the afternoon I went over
there to film her, we already knew each other enough to feel
comfortable talking about lots of different topics. She
voiced her opinions on male domination of the straight edge
scene, as well as beauty standards and stuff like that.
But, she made it a point to bring up gentrification and
punks’ roles in it, and that really made the interview for
me. One of the most impressive things about meeting all
these women has been the overwhelming diversity of their
opinions and values. Michelle emphasized how punk kids
should get out of their communities and start trying to
connect with other people in their neighborhoods. This is
something that comes up in DC a lot, and it’s nice to know
that people who are not from here are thinking about it as
well.

PROPS TO BASIL AND VIOLA FOR HAVING A FUCKING AMAZING MOM
AUGUST
10th - 20th: THE WEST COAST
August 10th
(on our way) – August 13th: Seattle
After more
intensive fundraising, and throwing $800 of our own money down
for the rental car, we left for the west coast in early
August. For some reason I felt like the interviews for this
trip were less solidified than the ones from the Midwest trip
had been before we left the road, I’m not sure why. The trip
did seem to have a doomed air about it, at least at first,
which solidified itself when we missed our connecting flight
in Hot-lanta. Shit sucked. We spent about 22 hours in the
airport, and eventually got on a 6pm flight the next day on
standby. Thankfully we didn’t have any interviews scheduled
for day 1 in Seattle, so nothing was fucked, but we ALSO
didn’t have a place to stay until about midnight pacific time,
when we got off the plane and I checked my voicemail. Luckily
we had (barely) gotten hooked up with a place to crash at the
last minute, but our first interview was the next morning. In
Vancouver.
Early in the
morning, BK and I dropped Kiki (who didn’t have a passport)
off at the Seattle open-air market, and drove the two hours up
– only to find that our interview subject had bailed on us.
We waited around and hung out in this awesome leather-daddy
coffee shop, and tried a few different ways of reaching her –
we finally got in touch and made arrangements to meet in
Seattle in a day and a half (thank fuck – I wasn’t trying to
drive all the way back up to Vancouver). We were a little
bedraggled after four hours on the road, but we had to go back
to meet Kiki, so we explored the Seattle market, and saw the
fish-throwers, which was pretty cool. There was some rad
artwork for sale outside the market also, but there was no way
I could afford any of it.
After two days of
leaving doors unlocked and leaving notes, we finally met the
girl we had been staying with that evening – but only because
we went by the bar she worked at. I ate some sangria cherries
from the bar and we hung around there for a bit before going
back to her place to crash. I can’t explain how amazing it
was to have a place to sleep – especially considering that
this girl didn’t know anything about us, she was just a friend
of a friend.
The next evening
marked our first actual interview of the trip (we left DC on
the 9th and it was now the 12th). Lisa
from Oroku and Maygun from Profane Existence. Both girls are
Minneapolis transplants living in Seattle.
Just having
finished helping with Richmond’s C.LI.T. fest in June of ’07,
it was nice to talk to Maygun about the inception of the
B.R.E.A.S.T. Brigade – the group that started organizing the
C.L.I.T. fests that happened in Minneapolis in 2004 and ’05.
She also talked a little about her duties and about her
involvement in Profane (a subject that I’m trying to mostly
avoid in the film, as per the recent debacle with Witchhunt –
I don’t think I have any business staking a side in that kind
of forum). Maygun
unfortunately had burned the hell out of her hand at work, so
the interview had to be done with a large bag of noisy ice on
her wrist, and there were a bunch of planes and stuff that
flew overhead. I’m hyper-sensitive to that kind of stuff at
this point and I always worry that the interview will
sound/look horrible afterwards, even if I’m watching it as it
tapes. (I wasn’t at the time – the problem with shooting the
film the way we have been is that there aren’t two people with
“good” eyes/ears around all the time – I only trust a handful
of people I work with to judge what constitutes good audio and
video… maybe I’m just too particular, but a few years of
training and work have taught me to keep an eye on details
when I’m filming).

MAYGUN
(WHO BRAVED THE INTERVIEW WITH A WOUNDED PAW)
& LISA
Anyway, enough with the nerdity.
One thing that Lisa said during the interview was that, being
a cellist, it’s oftentimes harder for her to combat sexist
remarks at shows than it would be for say, a singer. For
sure, a cello is a more traditionally feminine instrument than
most others that are played in punk, but in addition, she’s
sitting stationary with her legs open. She said (of course)
she doesn’t get hassled for the most part, but
there’s always the occasional frat asshole who’ll come ogle
her. I’d never thought about that aspect of vulnerability
with the cello before, what a shitty side effect of such a
beautiful, romantic instrument.
The next morning, the 13th,
we went to meet a woman named Julie Larry at a coffee shop.
This interview was horrible for a few reasons, none of which I
will go into in detail here. I’ve never met anyone who said
they were straight edge that was that burnt before, and I
doubt I ever will. Too bad though, even though the coffee
shop was noisy as hell, the shot looked good.
After the Julie Larry fiasco, we
went to a place called Gasworks park to meet Jen Thorpe (from
Submission Hold/Vancouver). Even though I had been irritated
with her flakiness in Vancouver, Jen’s interview was great.

GASWORKS PARK (THE SPACE
NEEDLE IS TO THE RIGHT)
Gasworks is located across the
Pugit from the rest of Seattle, and there’s an amazing view of
the city there. The park is exactly what it sounds like – an
old decrepit gas works – and it’s a weird relic of rusty
machinery. Jen talked mostly about her experiences with
touring while pregnant, and through most of her son’s life.
She toured right down to the end of her pregnancy, and started
again as soon as her doctor told her it would be okay.
Totally amazing example of not giving up on something you love
in order to become a mom. I always really admire women who
are able to tackle this. Right fucking on.

JEN,
EXPLAINING SOMETHING MIND-BLOWING
Jen’s son (now 6 I think) was
there as well – he was really well-adjusted and fun, but
towards the end of the interview he started complaining that
he had to use the bathroom, so we had to wrap it up. He
actually said the words, “Mom I have to poop and no one
cares!” After the interview, Jen and her partner took us to
get vegan donuts from a place near the park, which was really
nice. Afterwards we caught a quick snack with the girl whose
house we’d stayed at, before hitting the road south towards
Olympia.
August 13th – August
16th: Olympia, PDX
We passed Sleater Kinney Road on
the way. Just wanted to put that out there.
Olympia was a pretty typical
sleepy college town (only sleepy because school was out for
the summer, but you get the gist). There were a bunch of
vacant storefronts, and we found our way to the Capital
Theatre pretty easily. After a few botched conversations
where we tried to explain we weren’t interested in paying for
whatever movie was going to play, some guy who was painting
the back of the place let us in. I think he had some inkling
of the history of the place, and knew about the bands that had
played there. He told us to walk through the main theatre and
into the back room – which we did – and there were shit-tons
of flyers from old shows there. Bands that I wish I could
see, some super-historic shit. If you watch the footage I
shot in that room, which by the way was tiny and lit by a
single light bulb, all you can hear is me saying “oh shit”
over and over again while I readjust the shots. We only had
about five minutes in there, because they were starting some
movie or something, so after we spilled out the back door we
took off for Evergreen College.
Evergreen is a trip. I’ve never
been on a campus like that before. You have to drive through
the woods for a bit to get to it, and it’s all cozy looking.
We strolled through the campus and found the radio station,
which was in a larger hall-style building towards what felt
like the middle of campus. That whole day was really
interesting – it was really intense to be in these places
where so much historic and cool stuff has gone on, even if
they looked really typical from the outside. I mean you go to
historic buildings and stuff like that all the time,
especially when you’re a kid, but going to places that
actually pertain to your life is much more interesting. Heh.
The radio station had a LOT of records stored in it, so we
nerded out for a while in there. On the way out of the
building we saw a sign for a collectively run bike repair
place, so we stopped in to take a look.
The entire time we were at
Evergreen, I was getting this affluent activist vibe and it
was really frustrating to me. I dunno how things were in the
90s, but it just seemed kind of hoity-toity to me in a way,
and smacked of some snotty-self-concerned shit. Anyway, when
we were in the bike shop, the kid who worked there (who was
pretty nice, but really verbose) started talking with Kiki
about collective business running. The conversation held my
attention for a bit, but then I started to get irritated and
had to leave. It’s just frustrating to me when people who
have productive, activist mindsets choose to live completely
within their own communities, and don’t attempt to make larger
change. Preaching to the quire is satisfying, but it doesn’t
help anyone else if people with good ideas live in a bubble,
you know?
Anyway, we left Evergreen shortly
after, stopped at a place to get some snacks for the road (I
ate SO many snacks on this trip!), and then started our
two-hour drive to Portland.

HOLY
SHIT IS THAT A DIY BREEDERS FLYER AT THE CAPITAL THEATRE?
We got into
Portland in the evening, and we were planning on staying with
my friend Chris, so I called to see where we should meet him.
We got directions to this party, and when we rolled up we
decided to hang out for a bit, even though we were pretty
road-weary. The weather was awesome - it was like 72 degrees
or something. In the back of the house there was a grill
going, a trampoline in the yard, and some friendly dogs.
Apparently the kid who's house it was had struck it rich doing
some kind of dot com shit or something, and he had all this
money to throw around. Hence the trampoline, oh yeah, and the
Jacuzzi built into the back deck. We hung out for a bit and
ate some grilled zucchini, but once people started talking
about jumping from the deck onto the trampoline we decided to
take off and crash at Chris’s. Okay so we saw one person make
the jump and it was sick, but then we left.
I’d been at Chris’s
place before, when I came through on tour with A Warm Gun the
previous summer, so it was nice to see a familiar place. Also
their house is entirely inhabited by Baltimore transplants, so
I got to see some people I don’t see too often – most
importantly, Chris.
Portland is nice,
but I don't know if I could live there. There are SO many
punks there that it’s gotten to the point where you don’t even
get a nod of recognition from people when you walk into a bar
where it’s mostly norms and you see a table full of punks.
Punk migrations are interesting phenomena – but they overwhelm
a scene and make people get apathetic eventually, at least
that’s what I think.
The next morning we went through
downtown PDX and over to Burnside skate park. I had gone
there the last time I was in Portland, but it’s really rad and
skate parks don’t really get old. I shot a lot of cool
footage of kids skating and hanging out, and generally had a
good time zoning out and watching. Then we took off to
interview Dyanne.

THE
GRAFFITI IN THE BACK ON THE RIGHT SAYS BURNSIDE 4 LIFE
I was planning on doing a short
interview with Dyanne until I saw some queer magazines on her
coffee table. Dyanne was in the band Harum Scarum, which I
got into when I was in my late teens. Mental Health is a
great LP – if you don’t have it, get it (or call me up and
I’ll play it for you sometime). Dyanne and I talked a bunch
about the intersections of the queer community and the punk
community – which is something I’ve thought about a lot as
I’ve figured out my role(s) in each. This theme is something
I hope figures prominently into the film. I was happy about
the lighting situation in the interview, but the floor was
really creaky and the house echoed (fucking wooden floors) –
and the way she was sitting made the shot look kind of funny.
Maybe it’ll look avant-garde? Hopefully.

DYANNE FROM H.S.
After
the interview we went back to Chris’s house to chill before
going “out on the town” (read: hitting a local bar). I had
been emailing with a woman named Erin about meeting up for an
interview, and like a lot of people, she was nervous as shit
about meeting me. So I told her to come by Chris’s house so
we could talk before hand, and if she was comfortable we could
meet up to tape the next day. I think she was nervous for
sure, but also I got the feeling she wanted to make sure I
wasn’t some Hollywood scumbag. Clearly I’m not, and we shot
the shit for a while before she had to take off – she told me
to call her the next evening and gave me the address of the
radio station she works at – so the interview was on, which
was sweet. Erin has a super-long-running radio show at a
community station in Portland, and also did demo reviews for
MRR for about ten years. I was stoked to talk to her about
both those things on camera.
After Erin had to leave, we went to
a local bar (the name of which escapes me) to drink with some
of the kids we were staying with. There were two traveling
kids who were also crashing at Chris’s house, and they came
with us to the bar. Apparently they were from Baltimore as
well, but I didn’t recognize either of them. The one dude had
the Boris shirt with the rip-off Venom logo, and I tried to
convince him to trade it with me. No dice.
The bar had vodka and Emergen-C, and
it was surprisingly good. I also had an opportunity to squash
some beef with a kid from Baltimore, which was nice.
The next morning we went back to
“downtown” Portland and went shooting/shopping. The one thing
I was really pressed to film (and did film) was footage of
some of the international street vendors there. I’ve always
wanted to eat Thai food from a street cart in Portland, and I
still haven’t done it. Bummer. We also stopped at this great
record store – I think it’s called Second Avenue records or
something like that – I went there last time I was in town and
dropped lots of money, and I did it again. Finally picked up
that Sun O)))/Boris collaboration, and some other stuff.

THESE ARE CALLED BUBBLERS -
PUBLIC WATER FOUNTAINS IN PDX
Before we were scheduled to meet
Erin I had booked us an interview at a feminist bookstore
called In Other Words. The interview was kind of a backup –
there’s nothing profoundly “punk” about this bookstore, but it
is radical and locally run. I could have dropped lots of cash
here as well if I had it. The interview was brief – we talked
with an employee about how the place was organized and run,
and discussed its interaction with the punk community. The
bookstore has loads of events, which was cool to see –
including AIDS support groups and meetings for people with
eating disorders.
After the In Other Words shoot we
drove across Portland to get to the radio station where Erin
was working. The place had an old-equipment cozy feel to it
(is that easy to understand? I think it was built in the 70s
if that gives you a better idea), and we were a little early,
so we chilled outside so we wouldn’t be intrusive. When Erin
was ready we went inside, and set up for the interview in one
of the empty sound rooms.

THE
BIKE LOCKS OUTSIDE THE RADIO STATION WERE SHAPED LIKE
HEADPHONES (ABOVE) ERIN IN A SOUNDBOOTH (BELOW)

Erin’s interview
was cool because she talked about all kinds of stuff she’s
done over the years. She’s found ways to incorporate her
community involvement into her daily life in a way that keeps
her sane, and I think that’s pretty rad. One thing I thought
was really funny (and I can’t remember if she said this on or
off camera), was when she said she had quit doing demo reviews
because she “ran out of adjectives”. I mean, it took her ten
years to run out, so I think that’s admirable. It was around
7pm when we were done with Erin’s interview, so we hopped in
the car and started the (fucking) epic drive to San Francisco.
The drive from
Portland to San Francisco sucks. If you’ve ever done it, you
know this. It’s about twelve to thirteen hours long. With
brief stops to avoid killing all of us, we made it to San Fran
just in time for morning rush. It sucked. We were frazzled
as hell. It sucked.
August 16th – August 18th: the Bay Area
Even though I was
EXHAUSTED, I’m still kicking myself for not filming as we
approached the city. We went over the bridge (in the
motherfuckin HOV lane, son!), and Frisco appeared out of a
mist, just like everyone says. It was tragic in a way, and
pretty at the same time, and I wasn’t able to get a shot of
the city that was remotely comparable to that first view in
the rest of the time we were there.
We got to BK’s
friend Christina’s house around 8 or 9am. She lived kind of
near the mission district in a second-story walkup. There
were two cute, crazy dogs – both tiny – one of them was named
Mr. Fibblers. No kidding.
We napped – thank
hell. Mildly refreshed later on, we woke up, ate some Indian
food, and went to meet Ami and Athena (from Voetsek) at a
poster show that was only about eight or nine blocks from
Christina’s apartment.
The poster show was
pretty rad – it was all art posters from different tours and
fests, and some of the artwork was really cool. I got a
pretty sweet skull record mat that I wish I had kept (I gave
it away when we got home), and hung around and shot the shit
with Ami and Athena while they waited for some out of town
friends of theirs. They had initially wanted to do the
interview at the poster show, but the bar was loud as shit,
and their friends were late – so when they got there we went
to this awesome dyke bar in the Mission district.
The place
looked like a regular hole-in-the-wall when you went inside,
but once you stepped out the back door you were in the middle
of a seriously lush back yard. There was a big back porch
where some older people were smoking a joint, and everything
was covered in ivy. The porch had stairs leading down into
this rad garden – more ivy and some crazy statues and
Christmas lights everywhere. Lots of neat wrought iron
furniture and stone sculptures and fountains. I wanted to
hang out and have a drink pretty bad, but we had to leave
after the interview to meet Christina.

AMI AND ATHENA WERE TOTALLY
BADASS!
Ami and Athena’s interview was one
of the ones I was looking forward to the most. They’ve toured
all over the place and are both really awesome people. Of all
the women I’ve had to call in order to set interviews up, they
were some of the ones that were the most willing to just shoot
the shit, which made me feel pretty comfortable asking them
all kinds of questions. We talked a lot about race and
sexuality, Six Weeks Records and Short Fast and Loud,
traveling internationally, and how people react to the fact
that their band is political but not SO
political. Ami is a pretty big fixture in the Frisco queer
scene, and apparently there’s lots of queer kids who are punk
as shit out there – she told me a story a while ago about
building a punk pirate float for a queer parade with a bunch
of kids. Their interview went on until the sun went down,
which meant we had to enlist the help of a bar employee to rig
up a floodlight, so we could finish the interview with decent
footage. The two of them were filled with awesome stories and
ideas, and they were really really rad to meet and talk to.
Like I said, I wanted to stick around and party with them
afterwards – I even tried to think up some way I could bail
out of staying with Christina and meet back up with BK and
Kiki the following day, but it probably would have fallen
through (Ami and Athena both live out of the area we were in,
pretty far too from what I can gather). I really wanted to
chill with them, but I guess I’ll see them eventually, one way
or another.
After the interview we went back to
meet up with Christina, and walked to this great late night
falafel place where we all pigged the fuck out. I slept SO
well that night it wasn’t even funny.
The next day we woke up around noon
I think, and went out to film some stuff around the city. We
went to (the now infamous) Haight Asbury district and walked
around. I got some sweet blood wood earrings. My dad used to
live in Haight Asbury for a summer in the 70s – I think he
hung out with some guy who had a motorcycle a lot. It was
probably around the same time he had what he calls his “pot
smoker mustache”. Yeah. Haight Asbury looks kind of like a
hippy exploded in Georgetown. I mean, it’s a shopping
district, but lots of stores are painted up all crazy, and Nag
Champa is EVERYWHERE. Anyway it was weird, but interesting
none the less, and I was bummed we had to cut out before I
could go into Amoeba records.
We drove back from San Francisco to
Oakland to meet Tobia (from Look Back and Laugh). Tobia’s
house is an apartment in a bungalow-style building. It was
this half-sphere, and I think there were maybe a dozen
apartments inside. Her place is pretty neat because of the
structure of the building – big sloping exterior wall, and a
tiered loft where her bedroom is. She also has a super-cute
one-eyed cat.

TOBIA,
IN HER AWESOME BUNGALO HOUSE
I’m glad (and I’m sure Michelle is
too!) that there is more than one woman in this film who is
around 30 and still straight edge. Tobia and I talked about
straight edge culture – I’m always interested in hearing how
people feel about claiming this as part of their identity. I
was a little nervous about asking her about how she reacts to
people telling her they’re surprised she’s a girl – I mean
I was when I saw LBAL for the first time. I kind
of wanted to tell her at the time, but also didn’t want to be
a dick, so I remember just telling her I thought her shit was
fierce. She actually didn’t seem to give a shit, which in a
weird way is kind of nice. Tobia also apparently works in tv
and film, so it was interesting to talk to her about “the
industry” once the camera was off. Tobia was a badass lady –
it was a serious pleasure to meet her.
After we left Tobia’s place, I got
word from my friend Matt that there was a show that night… on
a bus. Apparently Christina had heard the same thing, but
there was some dinner party that she had made a commitment to
go to. So, I split off from the others and met up with Matt
by the bus.
If you talked to me shortly after my
return from this trip, you can skip this paragraph, because
you’ve probably heard me talking about the bus. The punk bus
is owned by this guy who bought it from a police auction I
think. It used to be some kind of weird law-enforcement
vehicle, and it looks like a bus that got an RV stuck onto the
back third of it – it gets about three feet taller towards the
tail. Anyway, when this guy bought it he converted it to run
on veggie oil, and installed solar panels on it. Then he
started booking MOBILE shows. The deal is that the bus will
park somewhere, a band or two will play, and then it moves to
a different location (a party, an empty parking lot somewhere)
to continue the show. Lots of kids rode up on bikes, a few
had cars, and lots of others don’t. If you don’t have any way
to get from place to place, you can ride ON THE BUS, which is
what I did with Matt and his two friends when it came time to
change locations. Dude, this was seriously one of the most
amazing things I’ve ever experienced. Then, less than a day
later, I got to go to Gilman. But I’ll explain that in a bit.
The first location the bus was at
was kind of adjacent to a subway stop or something like that.
Then, when we moved, the bus parked outside a party that had
some kind of crazy drumming contest going on inside. I was
hanging around by the side of the bus, and someone put a
ladder up – turns out you can climb up top to see the bands
through a window, which is on the vertical part of where the
height changes. I went up there with Matt and the two other
kids we were with and checked out one of the bands.
Eventually, Christina and the people I had been with got to
the party, and they only stuck around for a while before
wanting to go, which sucked. That night was probably the most
fun I had on the entire trip.
The next day we
started out for LA, and stopped along the way to check out
Gilman. The building itself is innocuous looking enough, and
I was content to film the outside and take off, but there was
a side door that was left ajar and I couldn’t help but try and
get inside. It was crazy and amazing and great. Thirty years
of DIY history in one place. There were some kids inside who
were just settling down to watch a movie, and I think they
were skeptical that we were narcs or something at first. But
once I explained everything to them they were cool. I gave
one kid my info and he said that he would bring it up at the
next meeting, and if anyone had a problem with me using the
footage, they would call me.

THE STAGE AT GILMAN!!! SO
EPIC!
After Gilman we hit the highway, and
drove through the huge windy mountains that separate the Bay
and LA. We could have gone along the coast, which I
understand is the much much more scenic route, but we wanted
to get the fuck there – it was our last long haul. It was SO
windy I almost lost control of the car a few times (did I
mention they gave us an SUV again when we requested a
compact?). The drive didn’t seem that bad though; even though
it was 5 or 6 hours that was much better than the 13-hour
drive we had just done. I got to talk to Kiki a bunch while
BK was passed out in the back, and it was neat to see all the
windmills. We stopped once or twice on the way to LA, and one
of the times was in this tiny town that literally smelled like
shit. A million flies went in the car, and we all lost our
appetites. Shit was disgusting.
August 18th
– August 20th: City of Angels
We got to Venice beach around 10pm
or so that night. We were staying with my old friend Lauren,
and it was really good to see her. Her house is only three or
so blocks from the beach, and everything’s all sandy and
wind-worn. The weather by the water was really nice – low to
mid 70s, but the rest of LA was really hot and gross.
Lauren took us to a BYOB (wtf?) Chinese place, and we had a
late dinner before going to her place and passing out.
The next afternoon
we met Slade from Tribe 8 for an interview. I’m glad that
there are a handful of people who are going to be able to give
historical perspective in this film – even if “history” is
only 20 years it’s important to know your roots. I want to
try and get a hold of the Tribe 8 documentary – if anyone has
it hit me up, I’d love to borrow it.

SLADE
IS A SELF-PROCLAIMED BEACH BUM
That afternoon we spent driving
around LA to film some of the sights. LA is weird. There’s
so much wealth and so much craziness in that city. We drove
by the Chinese theatre and saw a guy dressed up as Batman. We
saw the Hollywood sign and the stars on the sidewalks. There
were bigass palm trees everywhere, and lots of convertibles.
We drove to Universal Studios and stopped at an In-N-Out
Burger to pee. We drove up into the Hollywood hills, and also
down Mullholland Drive. We didn’t see any famous people,
although I was rooting for Scott Baio. His loss.
After all this craziness we met
Lauren at her place, and went out for a bit. When we got back
to the house we drank a little and chilled and talked, and I’m
sad to say that I had the opportunity to smoke some California
weed and I didn’t seize the day. Someone who was with us did,
however, and it was pretty funny to watch.
The next morning we drove around
LA a little bit more, and then went to meet Kirsten from Naked
Aggression. Kirsten is a little scatterbrained, and had just
left to run an errand when we got there. Her partner let us
in and we hung out until she got home. Kirsten talked in her
interview a lot about how overtly political her band was, how
New York compared to Wisconsin compares to LA (including some
thoughts about the juxtaposition in LA of extreme wealth and
extreme poverty). She told me the story of how one of the
original band mates, who was also her partner, died suddenly
before they were supposed to go on their first tour. I knew
there was some kind of tragedy involved in Naked Aggression,
but I didn’t know it was that intense. On a completely
unrelated note, it turns out that Kirsten and I were born in
the same hospital.
The Bruise Violet interview had
been set up at the last minute – earlier that same day
actually – with the help of my friend Michelle. So, after
talking to Kirsten, we hauled ass to Long Beach and met the
Bruise Violet girls at the tail end of their pool party.

BRUISE VIOLET IS SOME RAD GIRLS.
Bruise Violet is
an all-girl band, and recently they had come home from a
national tour with Condenada, so I talked to them a bit about
traveling in a van with almost a dozen women. I’ve heard
about this tour from both ends now and I really feel like it
must’ve been sick. Also, most of the girls in Bruise Violet
are under (or around) 20, and it’s totally sweet to see some
girls who’re motivated and opinionated and generally on-point
at that age. I definitely got down with all of them, but
vibed with their drummer Vanessa in particular – she reminded
me a lot of myself in college (she’s a film student). Also,
they had a really funny dog that I wanted to squeeze.
The next day was
our day to fly home – but we didn’t have to be at the airport
until the evening, so we went for a swim in the morning. It
was the first time I’ve ever swam in the Pacific Ocean. We
had walked around on Venice beach a day or two earlier, and it
is a fuckin freak show. Beach towns are always weird, but do
you remember how trashy Venice looked in the version of Romeo
and Juliet that has Claire Danes and Leonardo DiCaprio in it?
There are all the regular beach weirdos, but there’s something
extra that I can’t put my finger on – more crazies and
homeless people and dudes with wacked-out beards.

SWEET GRAFFITI NEAR VENICE
BEACH
Anyway,
our flight home was uneventful (thank fuck), and we got home
the next morning I think. I don’t really remember – I just
know I was glad to see my bed and cat.
September and October: Trapped in DC:
Getting
back from the West coast I felt pretty accomplished, but
being in the “home stretch” has been making me anxious as
shit to get the rest of the filming finished. So I hit the
ground running in September. I can’t remember all the
benefits and other shit that I’ve pulled out of my ass since
then, but it was enough money to buy the 1TB hard drive I
needed for the footage (in non-nerd terms this is a lot
of storage space). I also managed to borrow (instead of
rent or buy) a tape deck to run the tapes into the hard
drive from – in part because of my stellar diorama-making
skills. Lesson learned: papier-mâché can get you everywhere
in life.
December 6th – 10th: RVA (does that
count), Greensboro NC, Asheville NC, Savannah GA, Raleigh NC
I’ve been listening to a lot of
stoner metal in the past two years, so I was really looking
forward to the trip down south. I’d also never been anywhere
south of Virginia except when I was really little (and in the
hellish airport in Atlanta, but that doesn’t really count), so
I was excited to go to Georgia and the Carolina’s.
Thursday
night we left DC, and spent the night in Richmond at my friend
Lexa’s house – it’s always good to see her, even if it was
only for an hour before we crashed out, and briefly in the
morning before we took off for Greensboro.
Greensboro
is smallish, but the neighborhoods on the outskirts of
downtown are pretty quaint. We got to Stef’s house kind of
early, and she agreed to come on a drive with us so I could
film some of the area. Lars and Kiki and I were superfucking
giddy, but I think at the very least she got a kick out of our
antics. I was really glad to be traveling with the two of
them - it’s always nice to be on the road with good friends.
Stef took us to a new show space they’ve got, called the Hive,
as well as the practice space that’s across the street from
it, which apparently also does shows sometimes. The Hive is
apparently completely subsidized by a couple non-profit
organizations, who use office space in the building – so the
kids who use the space itself only have to pay for bills and
maintenance and stuff like that – and Food Not Bombs has a
nice kitchen in the back. The practice space across the
street was also really well maintained, which is always rad
and encouraging to see.
After checking out
the Hive, we went back to Stef’s house and did the interview.
I was really interested to talk to her about lots of stuff
she’s done – the epic tour of Europe with Requiem, Crimethinc,
her distro, and maintaining her amazing house. The distro and
Crimethinc were some of the first things we discussed – Stef
even has a small screen-printing station set up in her
bedroom, which is really awesome. She explained that a large
part of the reason she does her distro is that it gives her
the excuse and funding to subsidize sending out free radical
literature with everything she sells, which I think is a
really productive and conscientious way to operate. She also
talked about her decision to go straight edge – and got at
something that no one else had yet, which is the image that
goes along with straight edge. Lots of people take “fitting
in” to the edge community for granted – which homogenizes the
whole thing and makes it less appealing in general – at least
to me. Stef explained that she went edge without thinking
about the connotations, and I think it’s exactly the kind of
thing other people need to do. Do things for yourself, and
break the fucking mold if you have to. That’s what punk’s
supposed to be about in the first place, right?

STEF,
NEXT TO HER AWESOME SCREEN PRINTING SETUP
Anyway, after her
interview we walked around Stef’s house to film a bit. She
lives in a big communal space with a few other people who
range in age – but the cool thing is that they’re paying the
mortgage so the house will be theirs one day. There’s also a
big garden and some compost and a pond out back – as well as a
really nice chicken coop with some chickens that her roommates
eat eggs from. We caught one and petted it for a minute –
actually I was kind of city-slicker-freaked out and didn’t
want to touch it. (I thought it looked too pecky). One of
her roommates does carpentry (he’s the one that built the
coop), and he’s made some really neat things in the house – an
instrument or two, and a chair that has a xylophone built into
the seat. Stef said that he wants to mass produce them and
sell them to posh people, which I think is a great idea.

THE
AWESOME “HILTON” OF CHICKEN COOPS IN STEF’S YARD
After we were done
filming, she took us to a restaurant where we met up with two
of her girlfriends for dinner at a good veggie place. It was
really cool to meet all of them and we had a great meal
together. Afterwards we walked back to Stef’s – deliberating
the whole way about whether to stay or go. Eventually, we
took off for Asheville.
There were no
interviews in Asheville, but since Kiki had lived there once
we decided it was worth a detour. It was only two hours from
Greensboro and about five from Savannah, where we needed to be
in a day and a half.
We got to
Asheville mid-evening and immediately started making plans to
go out. Kiki’s friend Kyle was generously letting us crash on
his floor, but Lars had friends who she wanted to see as
well. Mostly to give Kiki some time alone with her friend,
but also because I was getting bummed out for no reason and
felt like I needed an adventure, I decided to take my bag and
go with Lars after we ate dinner.
Lars’s friend was
a country singer named Brodie. Red-fringed pants and cowboy
boots, I shit you not. He and his girlfriend took us to a
place or two in the downtown area, but they all seemed to have
cover charges for bands none of us wanted to see, so we
decided to drive to a few places that were closer to Brodie
and his girlfriend’s house.
It had been a long
time since I’d been in the back of a pickup truck, and it was
a little cold, but it definitely lifted my spirits. We drove
out of the center of town and through some wooded areas in the
moonlight, and the smell of fireplaces was heavy in the air.
We parked around the corner from Brodie’s house and walked to
the bar, leaving our bags in the cab. I felt ten times better
than I had all day.
The first place we
went to was a dive-y neighborhood bar that Brodie worked at.
There were a bunch of locals shooting pool and some mournful
country music drawling – and all they had was beer and wine.
We had a few drinks (Brodie drank cheap there so we figured
we’d get a head start), and then headed to the grand opening
of the bar across the street.
The second bar was
more reminiscent of something from the city. There was more
young people and new furniture there, and pricier drinks.
Lars and I met some of Brodie’s more youthful friends – there
was even a guy there who recognized my Suspects back patch.
Weird.
After last call we
went back to Brodie’s house, which was past the truck and down
a windy road. It was a cozy little house with two dogs, and a
Christmas tree in the window. Once inside, we made cocktails
and Brodie pulled out his guitar and sang us some mournful
mournful country songs. I drank some gin and tonic, and
noticed that the Christmas tree was decorated with lights that
had airplane bottles of Sapphire gin attached over all the
bulbs. The trashcan was full of lotto tickets and the back
porch had power tools and animal pelts on it. There was even
a wood stove in the living room that was powerful enough to
heat the whole place. Yee-haw.
Lars and I slept
on the pull out futon with the dogs, and in the morning we got
breakfast with Brodie at the diner his girlfriend worked at.
They had some really, really good mimosas. Kiki and Kyle met
us there, and we left Brodie and went back to the downtown
area, which was closer to where Kyle lived. Kiki and Lars and
I messed around in that area for a while (Kyle had some
friends to meet for an ugly-sweater Sears Christmas photo
shoot), and we wandered into a glassblowing shop, where we
zoned out and watched the glass being blown for almost an
hour. If you’ve never been in one of those places, seek one
out – they’re so cool.
When Kyle came
back, we had to stop at Circuit City so I could pick up a
tripod (that’s right, when we were in NC I realized I had left
mine). Luckily I had picked up a copy of Reign in Blood at
one of the record shops we were at, so at least the ride was
entertaining. Kyle even managed some sweet somersaults in the
front seat.
Later that evening
Kiki and I went for wine and snacks at this place called
Rosetta’s (which has BOMB peanut tofu if you’re ever in the
area). Kiki got a little soupy and we shot the shit, went
video shopping at a late night rental place, and then walked
back to Kyle’s where we made some curry popcorn (brilliant and
delicious, thank you Mikey T.). We pulled out a mattress and
crashed out on the floor, and geared up to leave for Georgia
in the morning.
The drive to
Savannah is about four or five hours from Asheville, which
wasn’t bad – but a few hours into it I was driving and saw
something weird in the road. I couldn’t swerve to get around
it, so I got the van to straddle it. It kind of looked like a
duffle bag. Later on, one or two people honked and pointed at
us while Kiki was behind the wheel – but she waved them in
front of us and we didn’t think anything of it.

SPANISH MOSS IN FORSYTH PARK IN SAVANNAH
Savannah is a
beautiful city. All the Spanish moss makes everything look
tragic and antique at the same time, and the southern-style
houses are gorgeous as well. We pulled up at Laura’s house in
the early afternoon, and gradually started loading out the
gear to set up the interview on her porch. That’s when we
looked under the car and saw the weird black blob we’d been
dragging for hundreds of miles.
Lars had to wiggle
under the car with her knife to cut it out. It was a duffle
bag all right, but it was full of… hay? For a minute this
made NO sense to ANY of us, until we realized there were a
decent amount of horse trailers on the highway earlier that
day. I guess it had just gotten its strap caught or something
under the car, but I still can’t believe we dragged it for
that long. I also definitely remember thinking, for a split
second, “who the hell packs hay??”
Anyway, Laura’s
interview went really well. She was a lot more jovial then I
had remembered (in retrospect I think some people just get in
the zone when they’re on tour), and she talked a lot about
media representation of women, which is something central to
my feminism, so I was stoked she was discussing it so
articulately. She also talked about doing music for the sole
purpose of feeling good about making art – which in my mind
(and hers I think) is something that should be respected
regardless of gender.

LAURA’S INTERVIEW WAS ON HER SOUTHERN-STYLE FRONT PORCH
After taping
Laura, we went down to the river and walked around a bit.
There are tons of little artsy shops and cobblestone streets
in Savannah, and we just milled around for a bit and put off
leaving for Raleigh, where we were stopping on the way home.

KIKI
AND LARS ACTIN CRAZY BY THE RIVER IN SAVANNAH – MY GIRLS!
Raleigh was
another four or five hour drive, and we got there around
midnight. We were pretty tired, but we stayed up for a bit
and talked to our friend Chrissy, who was awesome to let us
stay with him on such short notice (we had called him that day
or the night before – I can’t remember). I crashed out on a
supercozy couch, we had coffee in the morning near the
University, and then hit the road for home.
We got back to
DC around 7 or 8pm the next day, and we were fucking beat.
It seemed like we had been gone for a lot longer than an
extended weekend with all the different places we’d been.
It seemed even faster and more furious than tour can be at
points, but I think that’s just ‘cause we skipped three
towns in one day at the end. We did spend a lot of time in
Asheville, and that was nice. Even though it wasn’t a
“scheduled” stop for the film, it was a nice break before
all the rest of the craziness, and I liked Brodie and Kyle.
Coulda spent another day or two there, but oh well.
Since we got back
from the trip down south I’ve started messing around with the
footage a bit, and I’m glad to say that it looks pretty good.
It’s weird to think that I’ve been working on it since August
of ’06, and the year anniversary of the first interview I
filmed for it (with Lars in CoMo) is coming up in February.
Just after I got
back from Georgia I headed down south again to go to This is
For You Fest, but I’m saving that for the next issue of this (gotta
leave you fuckers with some incentive, right?). Soon I’m
going to New York and Boston – and after that I have a ton of
people to interview in Philly, and a handful in DC and
Baltimore. And even though Richmond” doesn’t count” as out of
town, I might feel motivated to provide some kind of account
of the ridiculous crust fest that’s going on there in March.
I’m meeting up with Janick from After the Bombs there, so I’m
bringing my camera.
Anyway, thanks for
reading this. If you have any shit to talk, or any
compliments to dole out, feel free to drop me a line. I can
also hook you up with a copy of the first issue if you want.
-kc
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